It's the beginning of my second year at JIS, and many of the newbies and I have set Second year resolutions or goals for ourselves. Mine are pretty personal, but I'm not much for keeping secrets, so why not tell everyone! that way I can get called out if I slip... here it goes...
#1. Fun not Sloppy!
I am getting old, and drinking too much and getting sloppy is just sad. I have been more responsible overseas because of the new surroundings and what not, but last year, I had some moments that I wasn't proud of...This year (and forever) things are going to change. I know I'm not going to be perfect, everyone makes mistakes, but I have gotten off to a really good start this year and am going to continue on this way....I have been totally fun and in control since I've been back...definitely have drank and had some drunk conversations, but have not been sloppy...and I remember (most) everything ;) So..... Fun "not Sloppy" Jo has arrived
#2. Don't let the Fear win!!! No one likes rejection, but the fear of it can lead to the loss of an opportunity of a lifetime...
WAY WAY WAY too often I chicken out and don't do something silly, like ask for directions because I'm "scared/nervous" that the person isn't going to be nice to me...I rarely make friends traveling because I am too afraid to start a conversation out of fear that they won't want to talk to me...I don't walk into certain parts of town or buildings out of fear of someone telling me to leave...I don't ask for things because I'm afraid of
being told no.....SO WHAT, JOANNA!?!?!? Get over it! you big scaredy cat!!!
So Now, every time that anxious feeling creeps up into my chest and starts to fill me with fear, I just say...DON'T LET THE FEAR WIN!!!
Although the year has gotten off to a good start regarding my goals, it has not gotten off to a stellar start in other departments...
People have left, New people have shown up...
This is the first time I have returned to an international school for a second year...I have never had to deal with people leaving and moving on to something else...I am really missing good friends from last year... but at the same time I am totally excited about all the new faces in the crowd and trying to get to know them and planning fun outings. I set out this year looking for a new "partner in crime" to replace the old...but that's freaking impossible...I think I need to change my tactics....I'm never going to find a replacement, but I can figure out a plan to help myself feel less empty and lonely here... It's my outlook that has to change. So I'm working on that...
Anyway, Here's to Season two!!! I hope to keep my resolutions and have another awesome year in Jakarta creating fun memories and loving life!!
#1. Fun not Sloppy!
I am getting old, and drinking too much and getting sloppy is just sad. I have been more responsible overseas because of the new surroundings and what not, but last year, I had some moments that I wasn't proud of...This year (and forever) things are going to change. I know I'm not going to be perfect, everyone makes mistakes, but I have gotten off to a really good start this year and am going to continue on this way....I have been totally fun and in control since I've been back...definitely have drank and had some drunk conversations, but have not been sloppy...and I remember (most) everything ;) So..... Fun "not Sloppy" Jo has arrived
#2. Don't let the Fear win!!! No one likes rejection, but the fear of it can lead to the loss of an opportunity of a lifetime...
WAY WAY WAY too often I chicken out and don't do something silly, like ask for directions because I'm "scared/nervous" that the person isn't going to be nice to me...I rarely make friends traveling because I am too afraid to start a conversation out of fear that they won't want to talk to me...I don't walk into certain parts of town or buildings out of fear of someone telling me to leave...I don't ask for things because I'm afraid of
being told no.....SO WHAT, JOANNA!?!?!? Get over it! you big scaredy cat!!!
So Now, every time that anxious feeling creeps up into my chest and starts to fill me with fear, I just say...DON'T LET THE FEAR WIN!!!
Although the year has gotten off to a good start regarding my goals, it has not gotten off to a stellar start in other departments...
People have left, New people have shown up...
This is the first time I have returned to an international school for a second year...I have never had to deal with people leaving and moving on to something else...I am really missing good friends from last year... but at the same time I am totally excited about all the new faces in the crowd and trying to get to know them and planning fun outings. I set out this year looking for a new "partner in crime" to replace the old...but that's freaking impossible...I think I need to change my tactics....I'm never going to find a replacement, but I can figure out a plan to help myself feel less empty and lonely here... It's my outlook that has to change. So I'm working on that...
Anyway, Here's to Season two!!! I hope to keep my resolutions and have another awesome year in Jakarta creating fun memories and loving life!!